January 2010
20 posts
Rambling Ruminations.
Premonitions. So strong these days!! For the past month, I’ve felt like I’m on the edge of a crashing tide, like something stagnant is about to give way to something beautiful. Have you heard of people having premonitions that they’re going to die..and then it happens unexpectedly? I needed to put this in writing, in public. Afraid of my own thoughts. In the past few...
Jan 30th
Crawl in my heart, make it restart-i want it more than I ever knew.
Jan 27th
http://SO... →
Jan 26th
So maybe the first man who makes you feel like a woman never really loses his grip.
Jan 26th
Well that day didn’t go as planned.
Jan 25th
A Vow.
And today I will NOT let the past play with my head let myself fall victim to someone’s dislike allow my pride to blur my perspective be DISGRUNTLED cringe from the difficult questions WASTE the moments GIVEN TO ME. GOD HELP ME.
Jan 24th
Jan 23rd
Jan 22nd
Oh, serotonin. What a headache you are.
One of my guiding lights shared this with me after I told her I was suffering from days of relentless headaches: “The cause of headaches may root from: Invalidating the self. Self-criticism. Fear. Affirmation is I LOVE AND APPROVE OF MYSELF. I SEE MYSELF AND WHAT I DO WITH EYES OF LOVE. I AM SAFE.” I couldn’t help but wonder what kind of scientific backing was behind such a...
Jan 22nd
Jan 20th
Jan 19th
Oh, but the same old traps are so comfortable…
Jan 18th
WatchWatch
Mieux vaut ne penser à rien que de pas penser dutout, Rien c'est déja, rien c'est déja beaucoup, On se souvient de rien et puisqu'on oublie tout, Rien c'est bien mieux que tout. Mieux vaut ne penser à rien que de pas penser à vous, Ca ne me vaut rien, ca ne me vaut rien dutout Mais comme si de rien était je pense à tout, Ces petits riens qui me venaient de vous, Si c'était trois fois rien, trois...
Jan 11th
Jan 5th
“Your fingertips across my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind Images You...”
Jan 5th
Jan 4th
“Without you, the love songs I play on this guitar lose all their meaning….”
Jan 4th
Jan 3rd
Jan 3rd
Violence..the way or the worst way? →
So I’m reading this book called “The Irresistable Revolution” and it talks about how much more so Christians are associated with restriction and hate than the person of Jesus Christ and the reality of a redemptive God—an eloquent and powerful challenge to me personally. Unsettling but powerful!!! It made me start thinking about the contrasts between Islam and Christianity,...
Jan 3rd